Because so many others are doing it for deviantART's birthday
and because I wanted to delete my mopey-ass entry from before I think I'll tell ye a tale of how I started here.
So it all started when my friend Logan (aka
Etid-Frost) met in high school. We had the same gym class together, and he asked me if I had an account here. So
against my parents' will, I decided to make an account to keep in touch with him a little better under my old alias- xxNINTENDORKxx, because I found it just hilarious at 15- and to get to know him a bit better as well. And it was then I posted this piece of shit:
And it was from there I just posted more and more. As a lot of people who've known me for a long time know, I had an old Fan Character, going by the name of L-chan (or Lauren. Whatever.). She was Paul's lover, and wheel-chair bound. And of course, I had that embarrassing crush on Paul, from Pokemon.
One way or another, though, I made a lot of friends here, and became a "popular" artist on here. I liked how I could make new friends with people from places I could only dream about travelling to. I have Asperger's Syndrome, so I don't make friends well, and my brother is pretty much the golden boy in my family whereas I'm....well, not... so I liked the attention I was getting from this website. Even though I was a fucking dumbass and my art and writing was mediocre at best, people liked me a lot, and it felt good that I was being praised this much.
Of course, this kind of came with negative attention too. People denounced my character as a "Mary Sue" and gave some less than helpful comments on my arts ("Why does your art suck so much?" and "kill yourself" come to mind), as well as posting my stuff on some "fuckyeahshittyart" tumblr. blogs. That didn't feel very good, to say the least, but I kind of woke up after that. It was kind of an epiphany, and I decided to give my characters a makeover and mature a bit, too. I also saved up some cash to buy a tablet, and learned how to use Paint tool SAI for my artwork.
I also decided to try new things to draw, too. One of them was My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic.
Something else happened a while later: I got a job as a caricature artist in 2012. I also made a new series called "Academy of Misfits", and developed a new art style. It took me a while to grow into it since I was so used to drawing anime, but I found something that works for me.
Even though I'm not "popular" anymore since I've been on and off on this website (busy as a bee), I'm glad I made so many friends, and improved my craft so much in the span of five years. And here's to improving even more five years from now.
I also have commissions up now (for real money), and I'm starting some projects for graphic design, as well as cosplay and needlework
(pssst....I'm cosplaying as Nanami from Dangan Ronpa for Halloween this year!)